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.......Because I really haven't had much to say. Most of my random thoughts end up on OSC or Tumblr anyway.

Anyway, I've been awoken from my journal-making slumber by discovering that has made Equestria Daily's Drawfriend Stuff #716. I'd like to thank whoever made this happen, I'm sick and having a terrible day and this really brightened my evening!

  • Mood: Awestruck
  • Drinking: Raspberry ginger ale

My face when....

Wed May 30, 2012, 9:28 PM
I checked my inbox and saw that *doctormo gifted me a 1-year subscription.



I couldn't have been more surprised! Thank you so much! :D

*Sets to work on thank-you gift*

  • Mood: Wow!
In case any of my dA friends/watchers want to stalk me elsewhere, my personal tumblr is [link]

I haven't posted any personal art there yet, but who knows, I might in the future...
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I mean, can you change it back if you decide the new one "doesn't work"?

I'm thinking of getting a different username, mostly because my current one sounds too girlish/outdated. .__.

EDIT: Ohhhhhh never mind it's only available to premium users.

I don't like complaining about features that aren't available to non-premium users, but: really, Deviantart? You can't even offer a tumblr level of service to your non-paying users? -_-
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I think I had some kind of mild psychological break sometime last week, I have a couple wisdom teeth coming in and that + fears about getting them out + having to wait like five days to see my dentist about it drove me slightly closer to insanity (or, at least some kind of severe anxiety disorder) than I was before.

I guess all my worry was for naught (or completely founded, depending on your POV) because it turns out I can't have my wisdom teeth taken out (at least not without running the high risk of screwing up my entire face) because their roots are abnormally close to the nerve in my jaw... FML. (Or at least FMTeeth). So I just have to wait and hope that they continue to come in on a straight path. :z

This is all kind of personal but I thought I'd let you guys know what's been going on with me. Anyway, before this journal becomes too grim, I have managed to work on some artwork since I last posted here (including finishing up some ancient drawings), and also took a trip to Providence a few days ago. I didn't spend as much time as I'd have liked to, but I managed to get some shots around town, so I'll be posting those here soon.
  • Mood: Angsty
I haven't been doing anything productive lately, either artistically or with my life in general... I kinda feel terrible about it.

In case you were wondering why I'm so slow to reply/comment/upload things these days. >>;
  • Mood: Lazy
'Cause I've been having a bit of drawer's block lately and have always felt regretful for not fleshing out my New England-tan characters.

I want to be careful though, avoiding making them sue-ish or playing into (too many) stereotypes about their states, cause sueish or highly stereotyped state characters tend to annoy me. I also want to avoid making them too much like other peoples' characters of those states, since there are some traits that seem to be prevalent among certain state-tans ... though in some cases, it may be unavoidable, given that those traits are based on facts or popular perceptions of states (like Massachusetts being well-educated or NH or VT being outdoorsy).
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I know i haven't uploaded anything here in ages, but I'm still working on stuff. Maybe I'll post some WIPs, just to prove I've been doing things/make my gallery look less inactive.

Since I promised an art rant - awhile back I found a dA group whose name is something along the lines of "Real Art Club". This club is only for "real" art - which, according to the founder, is traditional art. You heard right, skilled digital artists, YOUR MEDIUM IS FAKE. A COMPLETE SHAM. And by making digital art, YOU ARE TAKING FOOD OFF THE TABLE OF POOR, STARVING TRADITIONAL ARTISTS, WHO CANNOT FIND WORK BECAUSE NOBODY RESPECTS OR WANTS TRADITIONAL ART ANYMORE, BECAUSE DIGITAL ART IS SO MUCH QUICKER AND  EASIER TO MAKE! I wish I was making that up, but the mission statement of this club pretty much said just that.

The most amusing thing about this club might be it's gallery though - half of it consists of raunchy pin-ups (all made by its founder) and assorted other naked/half-naked/provocatively-posed skinny, big-breasted, round-bottomed "traditionally attractive" women, since apparently T&A have to be present to make a piece of art "real" as well. This doesn't come as a huge surprise, though; the founder doesn't seem to be the most mature person in the world, as evidenced by the way he tends to reply to fair criticisms of the club with petty arguing and flaming.  

dA has tons of moronic groups, but I guess the condescension of this one just really gets to me. =____='

Also, what on earth is the deal with artists who upload thumbnail-sized pieces? I mean, I know some people are terrified of their *amazingly glorious artworkz being stolen by leet art hax0rz* but seriously ... if you're going to post a 200 x 500 pixel image, at least mark it as such in the deviation title. Call it something like "BEAUTIFUL SUNSET - TINY IMAGE SIZE!" so I don't waste precious time clicking on it, being disappointed, and thinking to myself "Man, this artist is a pussy". That gets seriously tiring after a few times.
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Free Premium Membership...

Journal Entry: Thu Jan 19, 2012, 1:43 PM
...For a day. Why you gotta be such a tease, dA? ;o;


Maybe I'll have fun with this and spam my watchers with polls and stuff. I dunno yet.

  • Mood: Fear
How's your holiday going?
  • Mood: Tired
  • Reading: Apple ][ Blue Book
  • Watching: History Channel
  • Eating: Not yet : (
... If we don't take action to stop it.

Check out this site, and send an email to your congresspeople (it generates one automatically, you just have to sign it) - [link]

I have no idea if it will help, but it can't hurt. :(
  • Mood: Horror

Last Day of Free CSS...

Journal Entry: Sun Oct 30, 2011, 2:18 PM
I supposed I should do something fun and self-indulgent and hopefully vaguely inspiring while I still have the opportunity to...

Recently I embarked on a trip through my gallery, starting with my earliest works. I have 666 deviations uploaded here (an eagle-eyed viewer pointed it out; I had no idea there were so many), as you can imagine it's been quite a long trip so far ... I'm about halfway through. While it's been embarrassing at times (viewing drawings from my "Anatomy, What Anatomy?" phases are particularly difficult) and painful at others (seeing comments from old friends I've lost touch with), I've found it consistently amusing to see how much my art has evolved, improved or refined in the relatively short span of four years or so.

Digital painting: early 2007, early 2010, late 2011


Vector art: early 2008, mid-2009, and late 2011


Watercolors: late 2008, late 2009, early 2011


Pencils: late 2008, mid-2009, mid-2010


Writings: late 2009, mid-2010, late 2011
The Visit    It was a perfectly dull Sunday afternoon, in a perfectly dull Providence suburb. On the back porch of one of the rather nondescript and plain suburban houses, a boy sat outside drawing;  a box of crayons laid next to him, and a stack of typewriter paper he had taken from his father's study set on his lap.

    He happed to be drawing the family cat; a fat Tabby of an ornery disposition, who was resting in a beam of sunlight. Despite her state of relaxation, she kept one eye open and her gaze firmly fixed on the boy.

    "Erwin dear," came his mother's voice, light and
Unix-tan fanfic pt. IUnix turned her attention away from her book and looked out the train window again. The scenery had transformed from dense forest into an open, hilly landscape, a sign that she was close to her destination.

Taking a glance around the nearly empty coach, she drew the sad conclusion that not many people were taking this mode of transportation anymore. Narrow gauge had been common in her youth, but it had almost vanished now– lost forever to high speed rail. They started their journey upon such a train; but as they moved farther and farther into into the boonies, the infrastructure became less and less sophisticated. Makes sense, she thoug
Ma Bell Leopard never realized it could get so warm here; when she thought of coastal New England she imagined a dreary land locked in near-perpetual winter – occupied with snow for more months than not, cool and damp for the rest. If there was any truth to this assumption she wouldn't know it; they were presently being treated to a glorious, cloudless day,  the mercury already pushing seventy degrees Fahrenheit with some time left until the sun reached the pinnacle in its trip across the sparsely-clouded sky.

She was having difficulty enjoying this lovely morning, however; she had a tough task ahead of her, and not a lot of time. Checking her


If I had to pick, I'd say my writing withstands the test of time the best, though that's probably because I haven't been working on it for as long as the others...

YAM: Yet Another Meme

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 29, 2011, 5:03 PM
It's really just an excuse for me to try out DIS PONY JOURNAL SKIN while I can use journal skins without a subscription...



IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, THE SOUNDTRACK WOULD BE...
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your music library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc.).
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...

Opening Credits:
Green Dolphin Street - Miles Davis
(Oh yeah, this would be a cool opening theme)

Waking Up:
Black Coffee In Bed - The Squeeze
(The title sort of describes my morning ritual perfectly)

First Day At School:
Ripcord - Radiohead
(This would make a perfect first-day-of-highschool-scene theme in a movie)

Making Your New Best Friend:
Is It Any Wonder - Keane

Falling In Love:
Go To Sleep - Radiohead
(Uhhhhhh)

Breaking Up:
Palo Alto - Radiohead
(Would I be breaking up in A CITY OF THE FUTUUUUUURE?!)

Prom:
Crooked Teeth - Death Cab for Cutie
("I knew I'd made a horrible call/And the state line felt like the Berlin Wall". BEST PROM NIGHT EVER.)

Graduation:
My Back Pages - The Byrds
("Oh but I was so much older then/I'm younger than that now")

Life's Okay:
Wrong - Depeche Mode
(Life's okay? "WRONG.")

Death of a Close Friend:
Yours Truly, 2095 - ELO
(My IBM-produced android-girl who's also a telephone died...)

Mental Breakdown:
Life in a Glass House
("Once again/I am in trouble with my only friend")

Driving:
In My Command - Crowded House

Flashback:
The Fool on the Hill - The Beatles
(It works)

Getting Back Together:
Red Skies - The Fixx
("Red skies at night, Red skies at night/Oh ho, whoahohohohoho~")

Birth of Child:
Hiroshima - Ben Folds
(Welcome to the word child: have a song about Ben Folds taking a swan-dive off a stage in Japan…)

Wedding Scene:
Good Morning Good Morning - The Beatles
(Uhhhh)

Car Accident:
Night by Night - Steely Dan
(So mesmerized was I by Steely Dan's smooth vocals and fascinating rock/jazz blend that I lost control of the vehicle)

Final Battle:
Pretty Fly - The Offspring
("Give it to me baby-" I mean, "COME AT ME BRO!!!")

Death Scene:
New England - Jonathan Richman and The Modern Lovers
("Ohhhhhhhhhh, New Englannnd~")

Funeral Song:
Missing - Beck
(I think I pulled another upbeat Beck song for the "death/funeral theme" on the last meme of this kind i did…)

End Credits:
I Will - Radiohead
(BEST ENDING THEME EVER!)

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Made a tumblr

Mon Oct 10, 2011, 7:29 PM
I made a tumblr... I was gonna make one for my art, but decided to make one for retro/esoteric tech, including old computers and obscure electronic instruments.

[link]

Go check it out.

(I also have a personal/art tumblr [link] , but I dunno what to put on there yet...) ;_;

It's been awhile since I vented here. Anyway...

Recently, I've stumbled across a few artists who've made comments about not wanting to tell people their "technique" or have responded to questions about their techniques (as in, "How did you do achieve that effect?") with snarky comments or telling the questioner something along the lines of "Just experiment and find out for yourself". If it was a matter of not wanting to take the time to explain their techniques (which is often difficult to do) or not wanting to make a tutorial, I wouldn't have an issue with their comments... but in the cases I've seen, it's been because they're "guarding" techniques.

Whaaaaaaaaaaaat? >_>

Are there really some artists out there who are so scared of art theft that they not only take safeguards to prevent their copyrighted images being stolen, but also refuse to talk about HOW those images were made? It's a bit scary to me, because what sort of society would we live in if people refused to lay bare the inner workings of their creations simply because they don't want others copying them?

Caveman #1: "I've invented written language!"
Caveman #2: "How's that work?"
Caveman #1: *gasp* "I'm not showing you, you'll steal my idea!" *tosses hands up, walks away*

Okay, that was a pretty lame and historically inaccurate way to illustrate my point, but you see what I'm getting at. And of course, there are countless artists (including professionals who've undoubtedly spent years developing their styles and techniques) who choose to explain their techniques in tutorial form ... but the arrogance of some people really get to me.

Speaking of arrogance... I recently read an artists' comment on a tutorial that included a line that went something like "Well, this is my old style and since I don't use it any more, I can show you how it works!" What was that comment about - coloring bishies in Photoshop or the newly-expired patent for the world's first viable cold-fusion reactor?! Seriously, Unnamed dA Artist, do you really think so highly of your techniques that you believe the moment people figure out how you did it you'll have a couple dozen dopplegangers churning out identical artwork? Reaaaaaaaaaaaally? It's rare for people to copy other's artwork from the "ground up", so to speak - most of the people who copy choose to just plain trace (MY GOD! WE MUSTN'T LET ANYONE SEE OUR ARTS! THEY COULD TRACE THEM!) - and frankly, if I made a tutorial and I found out somebody was copying it step-by-step, I'd be pretty damned pleased about it. THAT would be amazingly flattering to me (if not slightly creepy...)

I could go on, but I better end it here. (I have to save some rage for my next rant.) But I'll end on this note:

If you see something that in my artwork that you want to try, or a spot a technique you think you'll be able to use... ASK ME ABOUT IT! :D Techniques are meant to be shared, admired, and looked upon by other artists for guidance when they need inspiration or help, not horded to oneself for fear of theft.
  • Mood: Irritated
I can't believe it, I lived in FL for years and our house never got damaged by a hurricane, but I move to inland NH and my home ends up in the middle of a huge flood. It won't be comfortably-livable again after getting filled with two feet of water, but I'll probably have to move back in until the new house is finished this fall/winter. : (
  • Mood: Confused
Is this some sort of promotion? They've done it before, but it hasn't been advertised so.... yeah.


I'm so confused.

  • Mood: Confused
Spent five days literally wandering Maryland/Washington DC/Virginia/West Virginia by foot and train. (And a bit by car.) Monuments were visited, museums were browsed, historic sites were sighted, trains were tackled, dates were gone on, Appalachian Trails were walked upon, hobo graffiti was discovered, other peoples' food was eaten and the homes of gracious friends' and relatives' were invaded. By me. Suffice to say it was a good trip.


...


In dA news: Did you know I manage two groups?

:icondeviantos-tans:
If you're interested in computer anthropomorphisms - like OS-tans and related characters (hardware-, software- and website-tans) this is the group for you.

:iconretrocomputers:
This group is for enthusiasts of vintage and historic computers. From the first computers, to Iron Age mainframes, 70s minis, 80s micros, and the personal computers of the 1990s, if it's old, it's accepted here!

/shamelessselfpromotion
  • Mood: Pride
Tomorrow I leave for DC, I'm going on vacation an adventure to my nation's capital. I'll be back in a week or so.
  • Mood: Distracted
  • Eating: Some dish involving chicken and vegetables
  • Drinking: That weird light-lavender colored gatoraid

Replies....

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 20, 2011, 10:02 AM


I'm gonna try to reply to some of those messages that have been piling up in my inbox for ages.

I promise I'm not rude or don't read them, it just takes me a long time to get around to replying.

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